I never thought when I wrote this post that I’d been surfing the web for jobs after midnight on a random night in February.  Yet, here I sit… with the sense of impending doom I have always gotten when job-searching.  I remember thinking when I finished my last job that I’d never have to look for a job again!  Seems naive, now.

There are so many things to consider now that I have to think about Q… childcare, specifically.   I need to make enough money to make paying for childcare worthwhile.

I have a few prospects of varying monetary potential.  While I am waiting to see how those pan out, I need some income to complement Mr. T’s.

I am not gonna lie – if given the choice, I’d stay home and keep doing what I am doing.  I would be the one who Q spends the majority of his time with, and I would be happy with that.  However if I do have to work, I want to enjoy it!  I want it to mean something to me, and I want to look forward to going – even if it means leaving Q and paying someone a lot of money to keep him safe and stimulated.

I need to figure out what that is.  I don’t want to settle, but I am starting to feel the pressure.

Who wants to give me a job?  Anyone?  Anyone?  Bueller?

*WOHM = work out of the home mother